Diário do (Des)Amor: Preciso apaixonar-me.

Não acredito que haja alguém neste momento que eu consiga aturar, mas precisava de tentar.

Voltar a acreditar que as coisas podem resultar.

Posso ser eu de novo. Sorrir ainda mais.

Sorrir com satisfação e com a verdadeira alegria.

Saudades de beijar.

Beijos longos e intermináveis que parecem um instante.

Olho à minha volta e não vejo com quem possa sentir isto.

Não conheço gente nova. Da antiga já sei que não resulta.

Disseram-me hoje: "muda de cidade".

E se mudasse de país? Nova língua, novas coisas para dizer.

Tentar perceber se o problema é meu, da minha língua ou apenas e na verdade ninguém me consegue aturar.

Jamie Cullum - It's About Time

"Walking down to the water's edge

Where I have been before

If I don't find my love sometime

I'm walking out that door

Some may come and some may go

But no-one seems to be

The person I've been searching for

The one whose meant for me

Biding my time, trying to find a heart that's lonely

Looking for her, my love my one and only

Maybe I'll dream, tonight about the girl who'll be coming my way

So I'll take this chance and celebrate the day

When I'm making my way through an open door

I've got some love and so much more

And I"m ready to make someone mine

Making my way through an open door

I've got some love and so much more

And I'll find her, 'cos it's about time

You try too hard and it feels just like

You're running on thin air

Why does luck happen by suprise

If you don't really care

The past is gone the flames are out

From fires that have burned

New ideals and different thoughts

From lessons I have learned

Biding my time, trying to find a heart that's lonely

Looking for her, my love my one and only

Maybe I'll dream, tonight about the girl who'll be coming my way

So I'll take this chance and celebrate the day

When I'm making my way through an open door

I've got some love and so much more

And I"m ready to make someone mine

Making my way through an open door

I've got some love and so much more

And I'll find her, 'cos it's about time

Got the feeling this could take a pretty long while

To find that smile

Put my faith in another piece of good advice

Well I tried that twice

Waiting for, a little something more

To inspire, take me higher

And I"m ready to make someone mine

Making my way through an open door

I've got some love and so much more

And I'll find her, 'cos it's about time

It's about time"

Não quero com isto dar uma de desesperado. Just a bit needy.

Também posso? Não posso ser a muralha de sempre que conheces.

Preciso daquela alteração na respiração, as borboletas no estômago.

Ansiedade tão pouco saudável mas que te faz sentir tão bem...

O não pensar noutra coisa. O acordar a sorrir.

O brilho nos olhos que me falta.

Quero quem me preencha os espaços em branco.

Me complete o desenho. Me complete a frase. Me complete.

Preciso mesmo apaixonar-me.

Alexandre