Diário da Inutilidade:

Sinto-me inútil no que me rodeia.

Não tenho a capacidade de mudar o mundo.

Pensava que isto fossem ilusões de puto mimado, mas pelos vistos continuo com as mesmas de há uns anos.

Ainda sou um puto mimado e perante tantas desilusões não me vejo suficientemente adulto para as aguentar.

O que transpareço não é tudo o que sou na realidade.

Mostro apenas o meu lado social, aquilo que querem ver, apesar de afirmar e reafirmar que não me importo com os que os outros dizem ou pensam.

Alanis Morissette - Simple Together

"You’ve been my golden best friend
Now with post-demise at hand
Can’t go to you for consolation
Cause we’re off limits during this transition
This grief overwhelms me
It burns in my stomach
And I can’t stop bumping into things

I thought we’d be simple together
I thought we’d be happy together
Thought we’d be limitless together
I thought we’d be precious together
But I was sadly mistaken

You’ve been my soulmate and mentor
I remembered you the moment I met you
With you I knew god’s face was handsome
With you I suffered an expansion
This loss is numbing meIt pierces my chest
And I can’t stop dropping everything

I thought we’d be sexy together
Thought we’d be evolving together
I thought we’d have children together
I thought we’d be family together
But I was sadly mistaken

If I had a bill for all the philosophies I shared
If I had a penny for all the possibilities I presented
If I had a dime for every hand thrown up in the air
My wealth would render this no less severe

I thought we’d be genius together
I thought we’d be healing together
I thought we’d be growing together
Thought we’d be adventurous together
But I was sadly mistaken

Thought we’d be exploring together
Thought we’d be inspired together
I thought we’d be flying together
Thought we’d be on fire together
But I was sadly mistaken"

Banda sonora do dia.

Estava tristemente enganado em relação a tanta coisa...

E isso me faz sentir inútil.

Alexandre